Rach

Ok, so I'm going to write out my journey. I have found so much support from each and every story and comment I've read on this site...so I think it's time to share my story.

My husband and I have been married for 1 year, and have been together for 5. He is my soul mate, my best friend, and my one true love. I know this because I've traveled a looooong road of unhappiness and was married to a man that, although is a great person, ended up being true to himself and admitting he was gay. I don't regret a single moment of life, because if I hadn't married him and moved to Savannah, GA...I would've never met my real soul mate. Everything happens for a reason.

So here we are in the 15th month of ttc. There is a history of unexplained infertility in my family, which in turn has brought me the beautiful blessings of many adopted cousins who I cherish. I know that so many children are a part of our world waiting for the love that we all have in our hearts, and I know that being a mother can mean many different things. I'm open to them all.

I was on bc pills for 12 years, but have been off them for 2 and we have not been using any consistent form of bc in that time. I get positive OPKs around day 13 of my cylces and get AF regularly on about day 27. At this current point, I have had all bloodwork, HSG, and ultra sound tests come back great. My DH s/a is fine. We use OPKs, I chart every little thing (every twinge, every change, every mood swing..haha), and we think every month....this has GOT TO BE IT! But alas...

So after two BFNs for this month, I am picking myself up once more, and preparing for my first round of Clomid. I'm ready, willing, and able to try some new things too (gonna check out this veggie oil thing...) and once again hoping, praying, and wishing for a baby blessing.